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(Contains: nudity)
:iconalexiuss:

Dysphoriaby alexiuss

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Everyday I wake in panic,
Heartbeat racing like manic.
Since you are so far away.
So metallic, inorganic.

Everyday exactly the same.
I fear this darkness I’ll never tame.
I’ve got worldly love and fame,
Who am I here to complain?

But it matters not today
For the shadow I became.
Call me what you will, my friend.
But I shall not condescend.

This I cannot apprehend.
Everyday has the same trend.
You will never read these words,
Ashes rise like a flock of birds.

In the eye of a hurricane,
The calm air seems mundane.
I am here to entertain.
Blind leading the insane.

How to deal with this pain?
Heartbeat I cannot contain.
Everyday, a cloudy rain.
Everyday, another grain.

Empty world,
Here stands unfurled.
Flailing like a wingless bird.
Filled with madness, so absurd.

Everyday I say goodbye,
Everyday I dreams deny.
And to you I here reply,
You are not alone.

I repeat the same routine.
Wake up somewhere in between,
Staring at the flashing screen.
Turn the page and change the scene.

Everyday for you I lust,
But I do not have your trust.
Everyday- the same routine.
Must you feel so numb?

Madness passing by, unseen.
The clock strikes again, thirteen.
All these actions so obscene.
What have I become?

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What it is:
Photoshop CS + my poem
Hardware used: Wacom Intuos 6x8 tablet
Real size: 11000x5984 pixels or 36x19 inches
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:iconaaron120:
aaron120 Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2013
God I love your work.
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:icongigerz:
Gigerz Featured By Owner Jan 16, 2012  Hobbyist
everything about this is beautiful!!!
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:iconmrsnubeh:
mrsnubeh Featured By Owner Jul 21, 2011
he he nice bum!
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:icondivinehotdog:
divinehotdog Featured By Owner May 13, 2011
GOOD stuff.
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:iconfolders:
folders Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2010
wow. powerful!
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:iconmike-reiss:
mike-reiss Featured By Owner Nov 11, 2009  Professional Digital Artist
A fantastic pice of art!
I love it... Great Image :-)
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:iconaurora-storm:
Aurora-Storm Featured By Owner Oct 24, 2009  Hobbyist Writer
I love your work - the style of environmental, mostly post-apocalyptic, concept art. I'm enraptured with the scenery, and it's such a powerful image... until I get to the bottom, and there's often a girl in some state of nudity. I've looked through your gallery, and I do admire some of your photoshoots. I also enjoy the curvature of the female form as much as the next person. I guess I'm wondering: why do you feel the need to include woman in so much of your art? I hate to say it, because of course the choice is yours, but I would admire some of your pieces far more without the inclusion of women.
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:iconalexiuss:
alexiuss Featured By Owner Oct 24, 2009
when I was a kid I painted only landscapes without any people. Now I got bored of that so I constantly have to include someone in a painting.
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Aurora-Storm Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2009  Hobbyist Writer
It's a fair enough answer. Thanks for your response.
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NirvanaNeron Featured By Owner Aug 8, 2009  Hobbyist General Artist
That'll be pretty scary to see O.o
Amazing work as always.:D
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:iconsyali:
SyAli Featured By Owner Jun 25, 2009
Killer! Both the print and the poem!

THIS WILL BE THE BEST ARTWORK IN MY FAVOURITE LIST!
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:iconremusthelucifer:
RemusTheLucifer Featured By Owner Jun 24, 2009  Student Interface Designer
Amazing I am a fun of you an every time I see one of your picture I can't believe my eyes! Bravo!
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:icondead22:
Dead22 Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2009
Amazing update, I loved it.
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:icontouch-not-this-cat:
Touch-Not-This-Cat Featured By Owner Nov 28, 2008
Reminds me of "Akira"...
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:iconnorealist:
NoReAlisT Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2008
Absolutly mindblowing, i probably said this before but i want to see you directing a movie!!! To see your visions in a motion picture would be mind blowing!!

much respect
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:icontweekfreak:
TweekFreak Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2008
um, can we trade lives please?
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:icongargu:
Gargu Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2008
ASSPOCALYPSE
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:iconpokenerd:
Pokenerd Featured By Owner Nov 15, 2008
Amazing!

Beautiful poetry - and the visuals are stunning!

This is a rave review!
:iconraveplz: <- but not like that!
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:iconcrofty44:
Crofty44 Featured By Owner Nov 15, 2008  Hobbyist Digital Artist
WOW ...
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:iconsecretlyobsessed:
SecretlyObsessed Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2008
Awesome!
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:iconkittie1:
kittie1 Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2008
Amazing.
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:iconavfc4me:
avfc4me Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2008
Great combination of humor and horror, and all perfectly executed.
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:iconspirit-in-the-wind:
Spirit-In-The-Wind Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2008
Love the picture, but more so the poem, wordplay is one of the greatest gifts of language, I bow to your supremacy of it.
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:iconerilisvampyre:
ErilisVampyre Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2008
*smile* I love your poem. It matches your masterfully scenic piece perfectly, Alexiuss.
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:iconcitycatz:
CityCatz Featured By Owner Nov 8, 2008
amazing depth!!
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:iconthinking-silence:
Thinking-Silence Featured By Owner Nov 8, 2008
Nucleon

Torture times of death and pain
Are stealing sense – so done in vain.
Looking at your fingertips…
So electrified…
Concentration steals my darkness.
Come my sparks! Ignite this night.
Gleaming lights are fading grey
Due to the day
I’m holding in my hands.
Melting iron swimming away.
Melting all this deep defence
Of cubic cages all around.
Finding now, what they didn’t found.

Exploding fates fading away.
Setting the end for their own stay
On planet love.


...
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:iconthinking-silence:
Thinking-Silence Featured By Owner Nov 8, 2008
Hm...
We both want our lives to evolve. Ending the vain with some mystical energy or happening. I so damn understand you...

Great artwork. You know.
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:iconpainfullyiced:
Painfullyiced Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2008
I find that your water mark in more then one place, is very creative, and its not just a watermark, but a part of thepiece

:)
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:iconwitiokas:
witiokas Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2008   Traditional Artist
the cold wind just past me through...really stunning
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:iconpalaxius:
Palaxius Featured By Owner Nov 2, 2008
I love your hidden Deviant Art writings in it.
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:iconsquishyfishy:
SquishyFishy Featured By Owner Nov 1, 2008
Fricken amazing as always. I don't think I even need to mention that anymore.

The shreds of newspaper and shards of glass swirling around are what make this piece the most appealing to me. Great job on those. :)
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:iconmatriaya:
Matriaya Featured By Owner Nov 1, 2008
Absolutely beautiful, but very large. Dare I request a smaller size I can use as a desktop background?
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:iconalexiuss:
alexiuss Featured By Owner Nov 4, 2008
can't use ms paint to resize it yourself?
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:iconalex-xs:
alex-xs Featured By Owner Oct 31, 2008  Professional General Artist
Great Work man
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:icontsunamitykunade:
TsunamiTykunade Featured By Owner Oct 31, 2008
x.x Can i buy you and make you do these for me until my house is full. xD And i want a massive one which i can stick to my celing :o anyway, gz on yet another amazing peice of artwork. Keep it up :D
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:iconveracoldat:
Veracoldat Featured By Owner Oct 30, 2008
wow great
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:iconlonely-poet:
Lonely-Poet Featured By Owner Oct 30, 2008   Writer
Whos the women suppose to be? This picture is breath taking. I can't believe someone is this good at what you do.
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:iconbryant-design:
Bryant-Design Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2008   Interface Designer
It'd be great if you posted to Behance instead -_- really great none the less. nice to see some new art from you, hows russia or w.e?
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:iconfrancojuba:
Francojuba Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2008  Hobbyist Digital Artist
nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnniiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiicccccccccccceeeeee art
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:iconevgzaharov:
EvgZaharov Featured By Owner Oct 26, 2008
Can't understand what is more pleasant to me - Your deviation or poem?!
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:iconalexiuss:
alexiuss Featured By Owner Oct 26, 2008
hehe glad you enjoy all my work
:D
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:iconbenedictr:
benedictr Featured By Owner Oct 23, 2008   Interface Designer
great ^^
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:iconwashizuka:
washizuka Featured By Owner Oct 22, 2008  Professional General Artist
nice detail on buildings!
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:iconsuperomegaforce:
SuperOmegaForce Featured By Owner Oct 21, 2008
That is awsome!
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:iconinuyashablades:
inuyashablades Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2008
Spectacular artwork once again, you never fail me.

Anything you release is what DA is all about, keep them coming.
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:iconrionka:
rionka Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2008  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
holy gosh, i love your point of view, absolutely. :heart:
i keep relating this kind of disasters you paint to errors inside human souls. great work, its breathtaking.
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Lady-of-Slaughter Featured By Owner Oct 19, 2008  Student General Artist
The picture is beautiful, the hurricane (only way I can describe it) is so violently magnificent. However, I thought it was just another great picture, pretty, but one of so many others until I read the poem. That poem is absolutely breathtaking. Something about it just amazed me so completely...outstanding job, I hope to see more work like this!
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lilyanimefan101 Featured By Owner Oct 19, 2008
0.0 Wow!
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:iconseph018:
seph018 Featured By Owner Oct 18, 2008  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Frickin'awesome picture and poem! Totally great! :+fav:
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:iconmasterzero:
MasterZero Featured By Owner Oct 18, 2008  Hobbyist Digital Artist
HOLY F***ING SHIT D8
11000x5984 pixels?????????????
no wonder that it looks so DAMN detailes and AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :worship:
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