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(Contains: nudity)
:iconalexiuss:

Dysphoriaby alexiuss

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Everyday I wake in panic,
Heartbeat racing like manic.
Since you are so far away.
So metallic, inorganic.

Everyday exactly the same.
I fear this darkness I’ll never tame.
I’ve got worldly love and fame,
Who am I here to complain?

But it matters not today
For the shadow I became.
Call me what you will, my friend.
But I shall not condescend.

This I cannot apprehend.
Everyday has the same trend.
You will never read these words,
Ashes rise like a flock of birds.

In the eye of a hurricane,
The calm air seems mundane.
I am here to entertain.
Blind leading the insane.

How to deal with this pain?
Heartbeat I cannot contain.
Everyday, a cloudy rain.
Everyday, another grain.

Empty world,
Here stands unfurled.
Flailing like a wingless bird.
Filled with madness, so absurd.

Everyday I say goodbye,
Everyday I dreams deny.
And to you I here reply,
You are not alone.

I repeat the same routine.
Wake up somewhere in between,
Staring at the flashing screen.
Turn the page and change the scene.

Everyday for you I lust,
But I do not have your trust.
Everyday- the same routine.
Must you feel so numb?

Madness passing by, unseen.
The clock strikes again, thirteen.
All these actions so obscene.
What have I become?

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What it is:
Photoshop CS + my poem
Hardware used: Wacom Intuos 6x8 tablet
Real size: 11000x5984 pixels or 36x19 inches
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aaron120 Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2013
God I love your work.
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:icongigerz:
Gigerz Featured By Owner Jan 16, 2012  Hobbyist
everything about this is beautiful!!!
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mrsnubeh Featured By Owner Jul 21, 2011
he he nice bum!
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divinehotdog Featured By Owner May 13, 2011
GOOD stuff.
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folders Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2010
wow. powerful!
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mike-reiss Featured By Owner Nov 11, 2009  Professional Digital Artist
A fantastic pice of art!
I love it... Great Image :-)
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Aurora-Storm Featured By Owner Oct 24, 2009  Hobbyist Writer
I love your work - the style of environmental, mostly post-apocalyptic, concept art. I'm enraptured with the scenery, and it's such a powerful image... until I get to the bottom, and there's often a girl in some state of nudity. I've looked through your gallery, and I do admire some of your photoshoots. I also enjoy the curvature of the female form as much as the next person. I guess I'm wondering: why do you feel the need to include woman in so much of your art? I hate to say it, because of course the choice is yours, but I would admire some of your pieces far more without the inclusion of women.
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alexiuss Featured By Owner Oct 24, 2009
when I was a kid I painted only landscapes without any people. Now I got bored of that so I constantly have to include someone in a painting.
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Aurora-Storm Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2009  Hobbyist Writer
It's a fair enough answer. Thanks for your response.
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NirvanaNeron Featured By Owner Aug 8, 2009  Hobbyist General Artist
That'll be pretty scary to see O.o
Amazing work as always.:D
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